My Belated New Year Greetings!
Hi and Assalamualaikum, it is the second week of January and though belated, Happy New Year people! May this year be a gracious and better year for everyone. Honestly I didn't have a good start on the very first day of 2015. That I was somehow dreading that my 2015 gonna be a bad year. Nauzubillah. I should not think that day. Never ever! ;) I have 300 plus of blank pages to fill in.
I was looking through my pictures on FB just now. Those pictures back in 2011. My gawdd~ I was a lot thiiner back then. My not so little siblings were so small back then. They look different now. This might be a LOL but yeah watching them grow makes me feel like I am a parent. I am not a perfect sister for them. I love them dearly. I know I am not giving my best to them. Insya Allah I'd fix what can be fixed. Insya Allah :)
I was so active back then. I went hiking and attended Zumba classes a lot. Gah I kinda miss those moments. Miss that Yuhana. Don't get me wrong, I am grateful with who I am now. Glad to be where I am now. :D Anyways, I am going back to Zumba soon and I hope it would be consistent. I mean I hope I'd be very consistent with working out. Nyeh. I need to lose weight. It is not just because I freak out that I am bigger than I have ever been before now, I want to be healthy. With my busy life now, as in being a wife, my mom needs a hand, my thrice classes a week..I definitely need a stamina. I feel tired easily. That is not good. Furthermore.... I want to conceive. I want to bear a child. And I think being super fat affects my fertility. What more is that I don't eat vegetable. A bit too late to regret yeah? sigh. I don't want to have expectation. I have gone through that phase (sort of too early) where I keep on checking PT. lol. So yes, I am gonna wait. Mudahan ada rezeki. Sabar Abi a. Mudahan ada rezeki tani dua soon. I love you Abi. So much! :)
Hmmph, what else? I think that is for now. Again, happy belated new year! lol-ness.
xoxo
Yuhana
I was looking through my pictures on FB just now. Those pictures back in 2011. My gawdd~ I was a lot thiiner back then. My not so little siblings were so small back then. They look different now. This might be a LOL but yeah watching them grow makes me feel like I am a parent. I am not a perfect sister for them. I love them dearly. I know I am not giving my best to them. Insya Allah I'd fix what can be fixed. Insya Allah :)
I was so active back then. I went hiking and attended Zumba classes a lot. Gah I kinda miss those moments. Miss that Yuhana. Don't get me wrong, I am grateful with who I am now. Glad to be where I am now. :D Anyways, I am going back to Zumba soon and I hope it would be consistent. I mean I hope I'd be very consistent with working out. Nyeh. I need to lose weight. It is not just because I freak out that I am bigger than I have ever been before now, I want to be healthy. With my busy life now, as in being a wife, my mom needs a hand, my thrice classes a week..I definitely need a stamina. I feel tired easily. That is not good. Furthermore.... I want to conceive. I want to bear a child. And I think being super fat affects my fertility. What more is that I don't eat vegetable. A bit too late to regret yeah? sigh. I don't want to have expectation. I have gone through that phase (sort of too early) where I keep on checking PT. lol. So yes, I am gonna wait. Mudahan ada rezeki. Sabar Abi a. Mudahan ada rezeki tani dua soon. I love you Abi. So much! :)
Hmmph, what else? I think that is for now. Again, happy belated new year! lol-ness.
xoxo
Yuhana
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