LIFE
I dont know where to start. I have had quite a lot going on this year. 2019 is coming to an end and it has been quite a year honestly. Early this year, my life was greatly affected by our ex crazy stupid maid. I knew she was no good when we had her. Useless arguments, endless stress all due to her. It took me losing my temper like I had never been to get my husband agreed to send her back home. And it was with a price. I got betrayed behind my back, my marriage was affected. To the point where what were holding me back were Ajwad and Inara. Otherwise I would have packed my things and go. Perhaps it was not so bad as it sounded. But those little gesture, when I needed support and protection and I had none. Instead of asking me directly, giving me unnecessary cold shoulder, those gestures..they made a difference. I was scared back then. yes it was scary how people had the power to wreck a relationship, a marriage. they were supposed to be on your side yet they went against you an...