Get It Right! :)

I miss my life. I mean I am living. lol. i miss doing things that I used to do back then. I miss having those priviledges. I am not  whining, I mean not entirely.. I can't help it. People said they could not imagine being in my shoes. Well, I am left with no options. I do not get to choose. I gotta swallow all the bitterness life is giving me. I am holding to my silver lining. I am almost to a parent figure to my little brother and sister. and yes, raising kids is not an easy task. I am not saying I resent for having to do what I have to do. It is just, I am not good enough. Their education... I am barely at home to watch over them. This kind of upgrowing is not what I wish for them to have. I can never be good enough. I am not saying I refuse to try. People say they will help around. Yet they leave. I expect certain gestures from few people. Again the thing about expectation is you are bound to get frustrated. So yes I am trying not to expect things from people. I have learn...