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Assalamualaikum and hi~ We are reaching end of December aka the end of year 2014. 2014 is indeed a significant one for me. A mixture. I have mentioned this in the previous post. I am married now, my mom is diagnosed with kidney failure and my relationship with my that one bloody sister is officially broken. So yeah, with these whole things I cannot wrap my 2014 in a word. ;) Anyway, to talk about the same things over and over again is pretty much useless.  I don't want to think about 2015 yet. I don't want to set any particular or any high hope. I mean I am trying not to have any high expectation next year. I just hope 2015 would be a better year. I want to travel next year. I want to enjoy my life. I don't want to have another hectic year next year. Right, I am teaching next year, possibly thrice a week. I have always looked forward to teaching but this time...I don't know. I'm sorry but I was not as eager as last year T.T But it is still early to say. Insya Alla...

Aminurshahrin & Siti Yuhana 12.10.2014 Queen of my heart 03.10.2014 Alhamdullillah, I am eventually yours, legally and halal-ly <3 Majlis berbedak & Reception 12.10.14 :) There, I am officially a wife. A wife to a man I've only known for a while yet who knows me inside out, well almost ;). And I did wish it was gonna be this year but was not really expecting my wish to be true. We both have been feeling as if we have known each other pretty much longer than we actually have. :) Married life? It's...well.. I can only say it in a word ; reality . I am not complaining nor saying it is wonderful over the moon. Lol. It is just a reality. A reality where you can find narrated in few novels and some are modified into a more wonderful and some sorrowful ones. But so far my marriage is has been... reality. My relationship with Abi has indeed improved. We argue less and I will say he handles my so called tantrum or moodyy-ness better. I lov...

Hi and Assalamualaikum. This is my very first update in 2014. and though quite belated, Happy New Year! I wish and wish 2014 would bring more joys and meaningful moments compared to last year. I can only hope and wish. Right. I have been feeling.. emm yes again, quite unstable. Lol. I am being selfish and quite unreasonable. I know that I do not control things and I cannot make things happen the way I want them to be. Sigh. I just wish I can feel okay. Abi has been occupied with National Day practice. and our routines are affected and I hate getting my routine things affected. I know he is trying to fit me in his busy schedule. Sigh. I just do not like it when I can't be sure about things. Like when will I see him again, like when we are spending time together again. those 'inda dapats' are just frustrating. I do not like waiting. I wish and I really wish I do not depend this much on him. I cling so much. Sigh. Anyway, Kaka Nurul is having her solemization event thi...