1ST 2014's UPDATE!
Hi and Assalamualaikum. This is my very first update in 2014. and though quite belated, Happy New Year! I wish and wish 2014 would bring more joys and meaningful moments compared to last year. I can only hope and wish. Right. I have been feeling.. emm yes again, quite unstable. Lol. I am being selfish and quite unreasonable. I know that I do not control things and I cannot make things happen the way I want them to be. Sigh. I just wish I can feel okay. Abi has been occupied with National Day practice. and our routines are affected and I hate getting my routine things affected. I know he is trying to fit me in his busy schedule. Sigh. I just do not like it when I can't be sure about things. Like when will I see him again, like when we are spending time together again. those 'inda dapats' are just frustrating. I do not like waiting. I wish and I really wish I do not depend this much on him. I cling so much. Sigh. Anyway, Kaka Nurul is having her solemization event thi...