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Assalamualaikum~ 3 more days and it's November! I am not gonna talk much. Just gonna highlight few things. lol First, I just recovered from a high fever. Secondly, I LOVE MY ABI! i don't have to say much, but alhamdullilah he treats me good! :)))

I wanted to do an update. a positive one. but at this very moment I simply can't. I attend Zumba classes.. I am back but apparently they are not enough yet to take my mind off few stuffs. I am still the needy girlfriend. the insecure person. work is okay. sigh. i saw a friend tweet this " i want a medicine that can make me sleep and feel great after waking up" Yes, indeed. i wish for the same thing.  Sigh. life is not yet stable. i admit getting fat is one factor why i have been feeling gloomy. i don't feel great about myself. hence comes the insecurity and gloominess.  the best thing i can do for myself is to take care of my body. lose some fats and i can wear my old dress bla bla then I would feel good about myself. till here. my truly insecured self, Yuhana </3

Assalamualaikum. Past few days, or was it weeks? , I have been feeling so depressed. I can't promise that I am not getting back to that uno momento of mine but alhamdullilah I feel sorta better today. There are still worries and uncertainties but hey I need to learn to stop worrying too much. Life is inevitable. No matter how bad I want it to be the way I want it to be... it is really out of my control. I cannot take control of stuffs. I need to learn to imply that to my life. Worrying too much is never healthy. Perhaps I am feeling this quite positive because I met him last night. I don't know. I am not saying all the negativeness is gone. It is still there. But Yuhana you need to get rid of those negativeness or you won't be able to really live your life. I am not good at balancing things. But I got to. I really need to go with the flow. That saying 'Only dead fish goes with the flow', I need to get rid of it. I have been taking it wayy to serious. Like I fe...

People that you thought you knew... people you thought you could rely on when you need them, people that you thought won't judge you... these people... what if you thought you had them and then turnt out you were wrong? It is heart breaking right? Alright, heart breaking might be a bit too much too use. But yeah... I guess apart from dissapointment, anger, frustration and yada yada, heart breaking is indeed one of these emotions. I am not quite independent you see, I mean I am definitely NOT keen to bother or be a nuisance to people.. Not if I could help it. But yes, that does not change the fact that I am indeed a nuisance to people around me even if I do not mean it. And I am very sensitive at particular stuffs. Right, I am mumbling. It is just... I think I take certain people for granted. and it becomes... how do I say it? inconvenient? Sigh. There is something nagging me. like suddenly I feel a bit lonely despite there are people around me. i am not quite at ease. there ar...

Dear my Mr. A. I love thee. May we can go through ups and downs together. Semoga sampai jodoh, amiin. and thanks for putting up with my sensitiveness, dramatic emotions bla bla. I love you :) Sincerely, your Ms. Y ^^

Assalamualaikum. It's the second week of Raya today. Well, approximately. :) Hence, Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims. Maaf Zahir dan Batin :) Syawal this year...honestly... is quite different than the previous one. It is not that it is that bad so far. Nor it is that good either. We haven't gone beraya-ing to certain family members. So maybe what I was trying to say is... it becomes even less festive this year. On the bright side, I had quite a pleasant time beraya-ing with my boyfriend. I met his family. Some only though. And it is quite good so far. Me and him? Well, we are doing quite good.. Alhamdullilah. Though I kinda got sensitive earlier. I guess things can't just stay that wonderful all the time. It is quite normal I suppose. Which couples do not have their ups and downs? So Yuhana things can get pretty much ugly at times. Just go through it. This is self reminder btw. Yuhana you need to be remember all the good times that both of you had so far if you two ha...

Assalamualaikum peeps! Before I start talking let me just say "Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa, semoga ibadah puasa di terima dan di berkati oleh-Nya" :) Alright, I just deleted thE stuffs that I typed down a while ago. hehe. I just feel like they were quite not so original. my real feelings were not there. lol. I talk nonsense apparently. My point is if I wanna blog I have to you know put some feelings on my writing. Just now the stuffs that I wrote...well they felt like..emm what is the word again? obligation? constructed? haha. lol Anyway I have graduated. In May. Had my final exam and case presentation in late April. I assumed I was lucky that I made top 3 for the written paper. It was not an excellent mark but definitely I scored more than I deserved. I think my mark was what Cat or Ida should have gotten since the two of the them were rajin-er than me :( Anyway I am not complaining. I am truly grateful to get such mark. It was a blessing. indeed.  Second...

Assalamualaikum and Hi!! Tehee. I have meant to update my blog since few weeks ago. I should really update my blog as often as I could. My writing and language skills have gone downnn the drain. Lol Anyway updates updates. 2013 has been quite okay ish so far? I think so. Exam is coming up pretty much soon. Next month? And I am way far from ready. I haven't been able to join group study with my fellow C3s. Hehe. Sincere apology to dear Syam who keeps on 'asking' me out for the study group magigy. I know he might get annoyed at times. Hee. Sorry Syam. I plomish I will join somewhere next week. ^,^ Heheh But yeah this week I am quite occupied with stuffs. Last Sunday we had Dental Paediatric Symposium so I had to replace my year 11 class the next day. And I had yet to have replacement class for another class. So yeah. And I'm having zumba and dance practice magigy so yes I am pretty much exhausted. physically.  I am not bragging or complaining with me being busy and ...