2020, Not a good beginning
Assalamualaikum, good morning. This is my very first post in 2020 We are in the midst of pandemic at the moment. It is global crisis. I don't want to talk about Covid 19 for the most miserable event that happened to us early this year was losing our beloved mom eternally. She passed away on 17th Feb 2020, most probably due to myocardial infarction. In last December when she was admitted and they said there was no blockage in her heart and that her heart was not in a good shape somehow instinctively I knew anything could happen, but for it to happen that soon, I was not ready. I still had lots of things I wanted to do with her. I cannot describe...i cannot say how lost I feel without her. It was really hard. There is no more morning calls, no more calling her in between patients, after sending Ajwad to school, no more "Sampai dah mama? Makan udah ? Okay mama ? Kenapa? Ma mama tahu Ajwad Inara bla bla bla" I love you Ma, I did not say it much back t...