First Post in Ramdhan

Salam... it's the fifth day of Ramdhan today. I actually prefer to do a nice and pleasant post for Ramadhan. The thing is I don't feel that good actually today.

I had a dream last night. It was kind of a fear. a fear i don't think I can bear any time sooner. I woke up to find tears on my eyes. And yes I do not feel good and I tried to be okay. While driving, I just felt like today won't be such a great day.

making things even 'good'...sigh... i can't even say it. to say things, to express things just not gonna do me any good. I am always wrong... i have no right or place to be the right one...

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