little mumbling before bed! =)

I'm not gonna talk much I think. Just a little bit. hehe i just want to do this at this very moment before the feeling of talking fades away/ Lol. Since I am kinda tired, do forgive me for the grammatical errors that i am surely gonna include while doing this. Nyeh.

Alright, I shall begin with... well, I am gonna start talking about what a party spoiler i am. A party spoiler indeed. see i had this brilliant idea as how to celebrate Nadz'z coming birthday on this Friday. I was about to feel the slightest good about myself that i actually came up with such idea. Right. The plan was sort of brilliant. the not brilliant one is me. ME and MY EXPRESSION. ME and MY POOR POKER FACE skill. I kinda feel annoyed with myself. Really C3s, I am truly sorryyyy =(

Secondly, I was determined to quit my part time teaching job. like i was even looking forward to not to have to prepare teaching materials starting next month. i was confident that he would let me go. well, last time when he heard 'rumors' that i wanted to quit, he said he can't force me to remain as a teacher there. and when i told him i would love to resign. he began to say whatever it takes to make me not resign. like he still remembers me saying i'd teach till October. Well, I did.

I am kinda tired and I wish to focus more on my research project. really. i am certainly not giving the best effort or focus on the research. i need to stop watching korean dramas and really really get serious with the research. there is not much time left. =/. alright back to the resign thingy, I didn't get it then. Well at least I get to have a month off from teaching. during Ramadhan that is. And I seriously better do the research thingy seriously during Ramadhan. No leisuring. less fun and get serious honeyy! =) Insya Allah. I should really appreciate my time. =)

Umm what else... I enjoyed my class today. kind of. I used to think my year 10 students are really difficult to handle but then now.. well they are kind of good. and a bit sweet. again, they are like my little siblings. =) i somehow did not expect them to say 'it's boring' that i won't be around for a month. well dearies, i need a break for a while. will be back after Ramadhan! =)

Next... umm.. oh yeah, yesterday I brought Vivi and Zar to Taty's cafe at Muara and i am glad that they too indeed love that place..wait, ya ka? haha. lol. i should be that sure then but they definitely think the food are yummy :p don't cha girls? :p insya Allah the next time we are going there Elza will be joining. hehe. I could not hang out till late with them since Anjang and family were coming to my house and plus our neighbor had some sort of function and mum wanted me to come home early.. so yeah, we went home at around 3 ish? i reached home around 430ish and i did not make it to the function. hehe. my sister was a bit pissed that she had to go there with waie. nyeh nyeh. Nadzri last minute asked me to accompany him to Pasar Gadong. well then i had to refuse. since i just arrived from Bandar and anjang and family were at home. so yeah. i declined =)

Hmmph. I am yawning already. shoud really go to bed. haven't ironed my baju and yeah i need to buy gas for my car tomorrow morning.

Goodnight then! May tomorrow be a good day! Amiin =)

*I am lost for words, it's not as if I am still holding on that tight on the past. Just not so ready*