2020, Not a good beginning
Assalamualaikum, good morning. This is my very first post in 2020
We are in the midst of pandemic at the moment. It is global crisis.
I don't want to talk about Covid 19 for the most miserable event that happened to us early this year was losing our beloved mom eternally. She passed away on 17th Feb 2020, most probably due to myocardial infarction.
In last December when she was admitted and they said there was no blockage in her heart and that her heart was not in a good shape somehow instinctively I knew anything could happen, but for it to happen that soon, I was not ready. I still had lots of things I wanted to do with her.
I cannot describe...i cannot say how lost I feel without her. It was really hard. There is no more morning calls, no more calling her in between patients, after sending Ajwad to school, no more "Sampai dah mama? Makan udah ? Okay mama ? Kenapa? Ma mama tahu Ajwad Inara bla bla bla"
I love you Ma, I did not say it much back then but I do. I miss you. I am sorry that I did not do much for you. I told you I wanted to bawa Mama makan di Afiah Hotel, sana makanan Kampung. You asked me to ganti your tudung and asked me to buy you tudung hitam. I said nanti jalan mama pilih sendiri...
Thank you Ma, mama datang ke rumah sehari sebelum mama meninggal. I feel loved. when Mama tarus telefon Mama c Boy booking kan kembayau when Mama tahu aku pandai makan. I told you "Mama ni ah mcm nada esok". I whined but you did knew I was flattered kan. I feel loved ma. I miss whinning ara Mama, ckp 'Ma aku mau bali ani tapi mahal.. ma nyamann ah aku taisliur.' you would say things "eh kau ani makan manis manis saja". On Sunday masa tu mama ckp mama mau wallet pasal wallet mama rosak, I said nnti th order kan.
Every little things remind me of you.
Mudahan Mama mendapat rahmat. Insha Allah aku jaga Waie sama Mamai.
Thank you Mama sayang anak anak ku equally.. Hilang tempat kami mendapat kasih sayang..
We are in the midst of pandemic at the moment. It is global crisis.
I don't want to talk about Covid 19 for the most miserable event that happened to us early this year was losing our beloved mom eternally. She passed away on 17th Feb 2020, most probably due to myocardial infarction.
In last December when she was admitted and they said there was no blockage in her heart and that her heart was not in a good shape somehow instinctively I knew anything could happen, but for it to happen that soon, I was not ready. I still had lots of things I wanted to do with her.
I cannot describe...i cannot say how lost I feel without her. It was really hard. There is no more morning calls, no more calling her in between patients, after sending Ajwad to school, no more "Sampai dah mama? Makan udah ? Okay mama ? Kenapa? Ma mama tahu Ajwad Inara bla bla bla"
I love you Ma, I did not say it much back then but I do. I miss you. I am sorry that I did not do much for you. I told you I wanted to bawa Mama makan di Afiah Hotel, sana makanan Kampung. You asked me to ganti your tudung and asked me to buy you tudung hitam. I said nanti jalan mama pilih sendiri...
Thank you Ma, mama datang ke rumah sehari sebelum mama meninggal. I feel loved. when Mama tarus telefon Mama c Boy booking kan kembayau when Mama tahu aku pandai makan. I told you "Mama ni ah mcm nada esok". I whined but you did knew I was flattered kan. I feel loved ma. I miss whinning ara Mama, ckp 'Ma aku mau bali ani tapi mahal.. ma nyamann ah aku taisliur.' you would say things "eh kau ani makan manis manis saja". On Sunday masa tu mama ckp mama mau wallet pasal wallet mama rosak, I said nnti th order kan.
Every little things remind me of you.
Mudahan Mama mendapat rahmat. Insha Allah aku jaga Waie sama Mamai.
Thank you Mama sayang anak anak ku equally.. Hilang tempat kami mendapat kasih sayang..
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