Ramadhan Ya Kareem

Assalamualaikum peeps! Before I start talking let me just say

"Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa, semoga ibadah puasa di terima dan di berkati oleh-Nya" :)

Alright, I just deleted thE stuffs that I typed down a while ago. hehe. I just feel like they were quite not so original. my real feelings were not there. lol. I talk nonsense apparently. My point is if I wanna blog I have to you know put some feelings on my writing. Just now the stuffs that I wrote...well they felt like..emm what is the word again? obligation? constructed? haha. lol

Anyway I have graduated. In May. Had my final exam and case presentation in late April. I assumed I was lucky that I made top 3 for the written paper. It was not an excellent mark but definitely I scored more than I deserved. I think my mark was what Cat or Ida should have gotten since the two of the them were rajin-er than me :( Anyway I am not complaining. I am truly grateful to get such mark. It was a blessing. indeed. 

Secondly, I have moved to Tutong, permanently.  It has been a week plus. and frankly it is not that bad. the environment is okay ish and I hope I won't have any problems there. For the first two days I was a bit depressed. wait, no.. that was not the right word. I was just being so quite and that was not so me. I am used to talking non stop, yelling and laughing with Ida, Cat and Nad. I miss them. and I miss NDC too. That is normal of course. I am just used to NDC and after 3 years I have to move to a new place. Ahh, that's it, I am adapting. LOL

Next... emm, I am seeing someone currently. Not just seeing.. we are in a relationship. it is still quite recent. and i guess still rocky? lol define rocky. :) and yes I love this man. :)

Alright Im kinda running out of idea now. guess I'd stop till here. gonna watch series or movies on laptop. i know i have things to do, like you know panyap my barang but cheaabal, I just wanna be lazy and useless today. I know i wont feel good in the end. like you know that self conscience telling you that you have to get things finished but you just do not want to? lol lol lol.

Oh yeah, I actually wanna post this on my status earlier but thinking that it is first day of Ramadhan it might be slightly inappropriate of me to do it. anyway here it is:

"it is a very good feeling when you once thought you would not get through it and then one day you wake up realizing you are over it" 
-indeed. my life ain't perfect but it is awesome-r without certain people in the picture! 

till next time.

 SHOUT OUT:
Congratulation to my beloved cousin for thy engagement, you love awesomely pretty on your E day!!
xoxo

<3 Yuhana89 <3





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